The burnout I'm talking about is subtler and harder to cure.
It can't be quickly fixed with a weekend getaway or spa holiday
or even by achieving more balance between time spent at work and
at leisure. When this form of burnout hits, I have felt stuck,
bored and dissatisfied at work, even though others may be
praising my performance.
I've learned to stop and listen to this mood, and to reflect
upon it instead of trying to squelch it.
Often it is a sign that I've learned and accomplished as much
as I can from a particular job -- and that it is time to raise
my hand for a new, more-challenging position. Other times, I've
realized that rather than change jobs, I want to change where I
am working, or how I am getting the job done, or with whom I am
working. TOP
"One of the greatest causes of burnout is either
disappointment in others or disappointment in yourself -- and
that experience can compel you to take some sort of action,"
says Mark Goulston, a Los Angeles psychiatrist and executive
coach.
Unfortunately, he believes, many managers try to numb the
feeling of burnout rather than to learn from it and perhaps seek
a new direction. TOP
"They may become more and more invested in an assignment or
situation even as their gut is telling them to cut their losses
and do something else," says Dr. Goulston. Successful executives
who avoid burnout, by contrast, tend to "recognize unsatisfying
or no-win situations and move on," he adds.
Still, not all burnout can be resolved by switching jobs,
warns Dr. Kerry Sulkowicz, a New York psychoanalyst and
management consultant. "I've seen people who feel burnt out
after receiving a major promotion -- and go chasing after
another job -- when they are fearful of their own success."
Success wasn't the issue when Ken Winans experienced two
different bouts of burnout during his 18 years in the investment
business. Both times, it propelled him to alter his career. He
started out as a financial analyst on Wall Street in 1982 and
quickly concluded that he had made the right choice. "I was born
to do this work," he says.
But the stock market crash of 1987 shook him up. Along with
hundreds of other analysts, he was laid off and soon found
himself wondering, "Why am I in this industry?"
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As he questioned what he would do next, he felt a mixture of
anxiety and depression, and soon became ill with pneumonia. "The
burnout hit me physically," he says. Seeking more security, he
applied for a phone-company job. But he also consulted a career
counselor, who told him that he had a strong entrepreneurial
streak and could tolerate more risk than he thought he could.
He opted for more stability. "I wanted out of the path of
layoffs and in a job where I had more control," he says. He
stuck with finance but switched from being an analyst to a money
manager. Over the next five years, Mr. Winans worked at several
large brokerage companies, eventually landing at Merrill Lynch's
Chicago office, where he experienced burnout again.
He didn't feel vulnerable to layoffs, but he did feel hemmed
in by corporate politics. His bosses had pushed him to follow
investment strategies that he didn't feel comfortable making.
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He recalled what his career counselor had told him about
being entrepreneurial and decided to "jump off the payroll cliff
and live and die by my own decisions," he says. In 1992, he
formed his own investment company, Winans International, Mill
Valley, Calif., which now has assets of $112 million.
"No one starts a business of his own who is happy," Mr.
Winans says. But by allowing himself to "stare into the abyss, I
found a happier path."
For Mark Breier, a bout of burnout provided relief from what
he calls "the Internet tornado." As vice president of Amazon.com
from 1996 to 1998 and then chief executive of Beyond.com, he
worked nonstop for several years helping to build two of the
Internet's top sites and to take both public. "It was
exhilarating and exhausting and I was at 10 on both scales," he
says. TOP
By late last year, Mr. Breier concluded that both he and
Beyond.com needed to cut back. The company was spread thin in
four distinct businesses "and I told the board, we have to
choose just two," he says. When he and directors decided the
company should focus on digitally downloading software for Web
sites and for government projects, Mr. Breier also decided it
was time for him to take a break. "I'd been doing this Internet
tornado for three and a half years and wanted to take some time
off," he says.
He hit the road with his wife and two young sons for a
five-week hiatus, traveling around the U.S. He came home
recharged and began writing a book, "The 10-Second Internet
Manager."
Today he and three friends are launching an investment fund
to help launch a new generation of entrepreneurs. "I'm combining
the things I most love doing -- writing, public speaking and
teaching with a hands-on approach," he says. |